Tuesday, February 9, 2010

DREAMLAND!







Every girl feels like an Angel
Daddy’s princess..

Lives in her own dreamland
-running behind butterflies
_touching the softness of flowers_
-feelin’ the aroma of nature’s beauty-

Seeing the dreams
Makin’ plans to fulfill
-by actulay living d\those dreams..

Talks with her own
..walks with along herself..
Smilin’ at herself seeing in the mirror
-roaring inside when messed around with something..

The one with Beautiful Mind..
-Lovely thinking..
Amazingly caressed of her own feelin’s
Lovin herself the most..
That’s what..
- A bit about every..
- -“WOMEN”-

Even I’m from one of those women..
Smilin’ away, giglin’ away..
Talking with myself-walkin’ with my shadow..

Dreamin’ of something-
Desire to fulfill them..

Thinkin’ like an ANGEL
Livin’ like PRINCESS..

Dreamin’ of success
-and of some prince.

Met you as a stranger
Took you as a friend

Day or night
Or dawn to dusk..

Talking-singin-fightin-carin’
Everyday or the other
Always in thinking of being friends forever…

Closer and closer
-jealusy and possesivness..
Feelin’s like Trust,Respect& Loyal
Became a part of are friendship..

Buh it was something more than that..
Scared of losin’ each other
Never-ever getting the feelin’ of apartness..

More of LOVE and LOVE and LOVE..

Buh..
Scared of accepting that love
Feelin’ that love
Livin that love..

Coz, never know what DESTINY bought for us..

As supporting is part of love
My Prince made me convinced
-to give myself the other chance..

Now that’s what somethin’ like
Takin’ an entry ticket for dreamland

Buh..
Livin’ in that dreamland without My Prince-Charmin’ wasn’t enough!

Now there, where he gave me his hand..

Passion, love lust.. “LIFE”

Positive-negative
True-false
Right-wrong

Love isn’t complete without
Fights, possessiveness, anger & jealousy..

Seein’ My Life with him, livin’ that life with him..
Teasin’ , carin’ , prayin’..
Lovin’ fightin, hurtin’..but always with a reason behind it..

Coz everytime I talked with My Prince
I fall in love once again..

But there came the time.. when it was more of fights..

Like , stayin in dreamland
And someone shaken you up to come out of it..

If you running behind the butterflies
It was like don’t follow them,

If you touchin the flowers
It was like let them sleep,

If you feelin the aroma of nature’s beauty
It was like you disturbing the nature

Made me felt always
-I AM WRONG!

And me being an angel
Living like princess
How can I do such kind of work?

I myself got the feelin’
I’m wrong..
Im doing something bad..

Buh..
That was all coz I never wannit to lose my love..

Fighting for the reasons..
I always thought I HURT YOU
I’m NOT worth for YOU.

NO TRUST FOR YOU…

YOU made me realized I’M WRONG!

Since then,

Thought of keeping SILENCE around..

Let the butterflies fly away,,
Let the flowers sleep
And let the nature spread their aroma..

That’s how started living again..
Just to see My Prince Happy..

Always, thought of,
Keep him away from my stuborness
Nomore irritating him..

Buh..
I never knew My Prince..
Want to live in other dreamland..
Thinking of being in other dreamland..

He is happy in dreamland
But can’t stay in this dreamland..

“YOU CANT WAIT FOR ME..
TILL HOW MUCH TIME WILL YOU WAIT FOR ME?
-CAN’T EVERYTHING BE OKAY?
-BUT, I DIDN’T MEAN IT THAT WAY ..

I WANT YOU DREAMLAND(second one)

ACCEPT ME: I’LL LEAVE THE FIRST DREAMLAND
COZ’ NO FUTURE STAYIN’ THERE…

As like every other fairy tale story..
Let him go, let him choose what he wish..

Ifd he’s happy in that dreamland
I’m happy seeing him happy..

MAY BE THAT’S DESTINY..

But those words will echo’ in my heart forever
May be after letting you go..

Coz’

I LOVED YOU TRULY, MADLY, DEEPLY…

One question ..

What was so different about that dreamland?

Monday, December 14, 2009

Sachii ' -


sOcHeYA Ni C kADe TeNu iS kAdaR chAun LAg Pavange
tERe HaR ik BoL Nu dIl nAAl aPnaun lag javange
tEri hAr IK cHEEz Nu aPnA kahangey
tERi HaR aDaTaan nU ChAnGa DaSaNgE
Je Tu BiNa KiSi gAl RuSseNga TaAn Fer PyAr NaaL mAnavange
Tere GUsSE DA sHikAr PeHlAn AsI bAnAgE
Teri HaR KhWAhiSh dI pOOrI hon dI aSI rAb To DuA kaRAnGe
tErI iK MusKaaN vEkHaN lAyI DunIyA Di KHuShI tERe AgGe vIcHa DEYange
PaR Ik GaL tO hAmEsHa nArAZ rAHANgE
Je Tu CHuP-ChaP rEHKe apNe DuKHaN dA mAlIK bAnAn Di KOsIsH kAreGA
Oh SAaDe LAyI dUNiyA DA sAB tO BaDa DuKH hOUgA
Ik Hi kHwAhISh tERe To
aPnE dUkHAn nU MeRi RaAh WaL mDd dE
Te MeRIyAn KHUsHIYAn Da HIssEDaR BaNJa

Sunday, October 4, 2009





here i am..its just Kiara and Jay..
i respect you
c'z you realy care for me..
i adore you
c'z there's no love like your love..
i love you
c'z you love me so much ..
i cant believe
i have been touch by an angel in love
i want you
c'z you are my drug now ..
when it was darkness
naw there's light..
look into my eyes
what you mean to me..
take me as im ..
as my life..
c'z where there was weakness
i found my strength
i would give it all i would sacrifice..
I'd fight for you,
But if you didn't come
And find me ...
I'll die for you..
what Kiara do,she do it for you Jay ..
c'z Jay means a world for Kiara..
Pupu will be there when you're old
..be there when you need her..
to have and to hold..
Don't lay our love to rest
c'z we'll make our love to best
a history for the next..

Thursday, September 10, 2009





Every coin has two sides ..
every way either turns to right or left side..

somethings act to be positive..
whiel some things turn out negative..

And , agian yu have to think of your decision ..

what you have to choose ..
what exactly you want...

but what stops you..

why cant you take decsiion..
which side you have to go
you want the head or tail ..

..you want the happiness or scared of accepting the negativity ..

still.. when you know you cant be with him ..

yu want to be with him ..!

..olwaz wish him the happiest life

but teling him to open the door ..which is full of sadness...

he cant be yours..

but stil you want to be with him ...

WHERE LIFE TAKES US..NO ONE KNOWS..
WHICH TURN IT WILL TAKE .. EAGER TO KNOW. . . .




Spend my life. just in search of your love..
without seeing you my love ..
my soul wont get peace ..
my words cant describe, how i spend my evry single dat every single moment...

oh gosh! ..

the sparkling of my eyes, dull without..
..coz still.. stil my eyes wait to see him ..
..search foe him .. n dull without him ..
.. i take breath and.. he stays woth in those single breath of mine.. !!

not sure, may be he'll leave me in the middle of the way..
buh..my heart ..
what about the feelings of mine.. the one burning ..
buh still i feel ..
i gota walk wit ol dose burnt feelings of mine..
the one he could neva undrstand ..

buh i wish ...
wil pass through all these pains..
buh .. for that i need ur hand my baby ..
your support but..
only if you promise to walk with for whole life

coz..
when i take breath ..
you are a part of that single breath..

...

Tuesday, May 26, 2009


waqt badal jata hai ...
rishte feeke pad jate hai...
ek waqt aisa tha kisi k sath ki jururat padi thi
par vo hath kahi nazar aaya hi nahin...
aaj waqt aisa hai ki koi apna hath bada raha hai...
par hamari hi himmat nhi us hath ko pakadne ki...
jaha ek taraf duniya parayi si lagi...
aaj usi duniya mai koi hamari or badna chahta hai...
par hum chakar bhi kuch nhi kar pate...
jin halaaton ne alag kiya tha...
aaj se vo din kahin dhundale nazar hote aa rahe hai...
fir se ek nayi kiran hone ko hai...
par us roshni se aankh milane par daarr lag raha hai...
kya hua...kya ho raha hai..or kya hoga....
par jisne lekh likhe ...
vo itte maade lekh bhi nhi likh sakta...
in hathoon ki lakeeron se lekh nhi mitta sakta...
jo likha hai vo hokar rahega...

SO TAKE THE LIFE AS IT COMES...!!!!

Saturday, April 25, 2009

still...together...


Apart….but still safe in my heart
In my heart… in my eyes…
You are still with me…even in the soothing of moonlight…
You are a part of my every single sight of sunrise…
Isn’t easy to forget the heartbeat from the heart…
But…me…today staying apart from you…
Living without you…but I have to…
Apart…but still safe in my heart…
In my heart… in my eyes…
Come to my world again…
Take my all the happiness
And give away your pain…
Come to my world again…
Give me a way to smile…
Or else… tell me the way…
To live without you…
To bear all these pains…
The time I was apart from you…
I became thirsty of your love…
Sadness all over my world…
This world of mine without you..
Without you its all blank…
Im not disappoint from you…
But im surprised what my life…
The way my life…
Turned out when you are gone…
Your love made my world
Up-side-down…
One desire is here…
And same on the other side…
But there’s a wall in between…
Which we made it…
Its in our way…
What happened …where are our promises
That we made together…not to get apart…
Where should I go and tell
About my feelings…
About the way im living without you…
But still… you are in ma talks…
Still I care for you…
So what…if are ways are apart now…
Might will see each other one day…
If “GOD” allowed us…
Will be a part of each other one day…
Coz …nobody can love me the way you loved me…
You are the only one for meh!!!