Monday, December 26, 2011

She is unpredictable..


So many assume. So little know.
Kisses to all Her Dears and Haters, you are Her biggest inspiration.

She is a princess. All girls are. But, She with the most shoes win – Hence, She’s the winner!!
“Shopper in Training” - She shop, therefore she is. The more you dress up the more fun you’ll have.
She hates pink and boys still wink. So, She wear black; Still boys go flat.

[ P.S. If she goes shopping, this is because it keeps her calm. If she buys every week-alternate week a pair of shoe, then it’s just because she’ carries a feeling inside “A perfect shoe can change your life”. & if she puts make-up then Of course, she’s into fashion marketing She has to show off at times. Stop!! It gives her enough confidence. So, girls don’t be jealous you can try some too, Make the boys go o0o0o. ]
She has the Spirit of the sun, The Moods of the moon, The Will of the wind.
She's stubborn, messy, a brat at times, clumsy, loud and silly, but she is the definition of perfection and beauty.
To prove herself she don't have to race with anyone - a girl with a mind, a bitch with an attitude, a lady with class.

[ She’s a woman, she’ll enjoy it.. she has to have 365 character’s built in to be a perfect women. If she’s talking to boys now that doesn’t mean she’s needs to retain attention or she flirts around or she’s being called cheap girl So, remember one thing she knows her limits and doesn’t cross ‘em up. Now if she isn’t replying your messages, phone calls etc etc so you should definitely know, she isn’t carrying ego, it’s simply because she’s busy in her work, her emotions may change but her feelings don’t she’ knows whose worth in her life and whose not. Now if she says boys/girls you’re not allowed to apprise me or remember your limits and talk in fix, so it’s because your single wrong word/lines can spoil her image in front of her family as well as her lover. Thus, never play the game to win her attention, the risk is you will surely lose this person for lifetime. Most important, if she’s not eating at right time, not sleeping at time, surfing around, writing article, clicking pictures, listening to music, blogging, putting up statuses; then that’s none of your business to stop her from all this – she do this because it gives her happiness, what else a girl need “a task which makes her smile.” ]

And for the one who hates her, remember; 1) You want to be her. 2) You hate yourselves. 3) You see her as a threat.
& if you love her give her smiles, for sure she won’t hurt you even for a second.

She agree - Be your own kind of beautiful. So she clings to her imperfections. She’s like this don’t try to change her with force. Don’t try to understand her you’ll be in loss.

Now, Hate her. Love her.
So many assume. So little know♥.

Monday, December 19, 2011




One say - When you feel sadness inside, wipe it away by cries and tears! But She carries a fear. Sadness and silence, two things She keep in jars that She label “Warning: Do not open.”

She’s smart and powerful. She knows what’s right & what’s wrong. She’s been there but never here.She talks and smile, she walks for miles. She speaks too much; more often to herself. She know her does & don’t. She knows how to carry herself, She’s confident among herself. For her no word like regret, if its good take it as experience & if bad take it as learning. Then what makes her irritate at times, why she want to scream & she search around that too for what?
Sometimes she get sad about things and she don't like to tell other people that she is sad about them. She like to keep it a secret. Or sometimes, she is sad but we really don't know why she is sad, so she say she ain't sad but she really is.

What She thinks – Is there anyone a true one who can hold her tightly?

Thursday, October 13, 2011

& it's not so bad..

She moved on! Ya..
Cause there’s always a hope that whispers’ ..try it one more time.
& Sometimes it takes thoudand tries to win.
She is Smiling She is shining..

All that she kept in mind while walking was..

"Remember; say what you want and do what you want to do. There's no in between. People will either love you for it or hate you for it." If they Love you give respect to them, but if they Hate you say Thanks to them cause, they're the only one who inspires you, make you strong, & moreover take a note, they're much more interested in your life then their own lives. This means you're opting a right path! :)

But, sometimes..
Why She has lot of pain inside her heart?
Why her mind search around answers?
Why She has to help herself all the time?
Why She get breaks one or the other time?

No doubt, She’s too happy because she found way to move on..
But why sadness pop up at her way..
Doesn’t she deserve to be happy?
No! She deserve to Smile too..
Always think up why to be with the one who hurt her at every stop on her way!
Why to pray for comic losers and drama queen who actually never stood for her in pain ?
Why She has to look for everyone?

She’s tired ! Even she’s Human Being.
A person who learnt to walk alone & finds her happiness in small little things..

Aaah, What goes around ,comes all the way back around!

She did bad.. She got bd but She’s happy She accepted the way, Cause she’s been forgiven so she forge ahead !
Who did bad to her – they’ve been looking around corners & crarrying away..
But still “She Prays” – Prays Them the happiness :)

Life never stop ! She’s been true.. @ her point of view She isn’t FAKE!
For her loved ones.. Emotions may change but feeling, NEVER ...
So, The picture on her mind.. its’ not so bad, its’ not so bad..
& She want to thankyou for giving her the best days of her life ! :)

Thursday, September 29, 2011

That's Me, My thinking..

Life , life is when you love yourself , when you try to Keep yourself alive, yourself happy and then keeping others around you happy, loving them gives you real happiness!!! Keep your smiles cause you desrve to smile and you' never know Who might fall in love with it !

I believe, Everything happens for some reason.. If it happens, its Cause it was meant to be.. & If its meant to be ..It will find its way, If not..then something better is awaiting for you in your way - Smile - its the biggest sword ! Stay positive - stay true..

One has to agree.. “it’s GOD will, it will happen & he will write his way!”

What I learnt from my life experience-

Men, always have beautiful question in their lovely minds!
Why are girls so Dumb, Moody, Complicated, Rude, Possesive, Emotional, Hard to talk to, Selfish, Mean, Stupid & so on list never end of these compliments for girls.

I got answer to these questions -

We're the only one who makes you a "Man" - whether your "mom, your Gf'', your Sister Or your Life Partner.

We act dumb', cause we give you guys a chance so that you can always stand beside us to make us understand & anyway at that time will b checking your sense of humor. How you try to love us & change us into better Gf, Wife, Sister, o Better Half.
We're moody but our feelings still remain same forever.
We're complicated, cause we want guys or our partner to break us at heart & understand us.
We're rude & Possessive so that you guys should actually get to learn how one should care & share.
We're hard to talk to just cause we ask for details? We try to share your problems? But that’s just to make you get out of your worries & stand by you through thick & thin.
We're selfish & mean cause we never learn to share out our lives & our lives is Our Lover, Our partner, Our brother or Our son..With wrong person.
& Ya, we're stupid, Yup so stupid in love, stupid in love with Men.

Can you Boys do all this for girl leaving exceptional case ?

Remember, N0 one is yours except your parents♥
Lover can betray you at any moment..
Friends are only with you when they in bad times..
Out of 100 - 2 or 4 might stand next but that too (Hisaab barabar -.tit 4 tat)
Leave that...reality is people still love those lies & Fakers when they know the truth !!
Im happy Im in Love with Myself & My world &&& My Smile♥

& for me.. I want t0 be Loved, for "My Childishness" .. for "My Madness" .. & moreover f0or "My Imperfections" .. Cause I Believe, If You can handle Me in such a way, Then y0u're Worth being "My Soul mate" & I would do anything for YOU♥ xx

I don’t want a Guy, I want a MAN.. Whose raised from Queen for his Princess.
I want The one who can give Me enough 0f [RESPECT]* - [LOVE]* me purely much, much & much more - & most importantly Can Keep up My [SMILES]* ♥ ♥

So, When something is worth the wait, you wait. & “When the world says, “Give up,” Hope whispers, ‘Try it one more time.’”

Remember, you’re WOMAN.. let everyone “Hear you roar”.


Tuesday, August 16, 2011

kinna karde aw Pyar..




Na chaunde huye vi Lareya ch jeena bott e saukha lagda aw..
Har warii Digg Ke khada hona bott e aukha hunda aw..

Ek din di khushi, Chaar dina layi hanjuaan da tofah de mukh morh lende ne..

Fer vi, aankhyan cho digge har athru nu chum lende ne..
yaar di ik muskaan vekhan layi dil te Pathar rakh khadd jande ne..

Pyar ch paye aashiQ eh0 jehe hunde ne..

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Colours of love





S0me are Dear c0z they are Near
s0me are Blue c0z they Flew
s0me cares c0z they can't dare
s0me ign0res c0z they finds it b0re
s0me wana keep it alive c0z they gt scared in while
s0me m0ve 0n c0z they think like m0ron

Its your thinking & adjustment that DEFINES ur LOVE♥

Its Preci0us when U start taking it as Priceless♥
& when You can't Understnd each 0ther its Useless..

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Pumpkin







Zindagi kis morh te kehda rang dikha de eh kise nu ni pata..
Aj koi kathe ne ta kal nu ohi vichad jande ne..
Kalli kalli rehndi si..
Aap naal gal o kardi si..Sabnu o bulandi si..
Fer v..

Jado ek din eh kamli dil de baithi..
Heer sohni wangu supneya di gaani eh bana baithi
Hasdi si sangdi si ..
Andro e andro dardi si..
Dardi si apni kismat to'
Dardi si waqt to..
Dardi si kithe yaar nu gava na baithe..

Chup rehndi si kithe kuj galt keh na baithe..
Par o kamli taa chup reh ke hi gava baithi yaar apne nu

Yaad kardi si rondi di..Par kade siiII ni krdi si..

Kehnde ne lekha ch jo likhya o hoke rehnda aw..

Roo ke dil di dil ch rakh ke chup ho jandi si..
Sochya e ni si kade es kadar kise nu chaun lag jana
Ohde layi sab kuj kar jana..
Ohdi har gal nu apnana'

Kayi kismata eho jehiyan vi ne milke vichad jande ne, ta fer ek morh te kathe ho bainde ne

Kade sochdi e nayi si waqt ne fer es raah te leake khada kar dena..
Os vehle o kamli kehn to piche na hatt saki..

Aj v kamli gal gal te sangdi aa..
Dar dar ro baindi aa -
Pyar bhawe e ohna ni kardi
Jinna kardi aa sache dil to kardi aa'
Hadh naalo vadh k kardi aa..

Rabb to iko dua mangdi aa ..
Dur kade na kari, Jaan apni nu mangdi aa..

Yaar naa muskaan aa ohdi''
Dukh vehle sath o dena chaundi aa -
Yaari eho jehi laani aa ..
Jidda fer ik duje de kathe naam naal duniya jaani jandi aa -

"Waada tere naal o rehna chaundi aa..
Ik ik pal naal bitana chaundi aa "

Bas rabb to iko dua mangdi aa ..
Dur kade na kari, Jaan apni nu mangdi aa..

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Teri aa..




Ni jinne bin soche tenu apnaya..
Apne aap to vadh tenu chahya..
Teri ik ik muskaan layi dua mangdi rayi..
Teri haan wich Haan oh kardi rayi..
Tenu Rabb lambi umara - tarakiya bakshe, Eh aas jehdi kardi si..
Tere har supne de poore hon di mannata jehdi mangdi si..
Dardi si tetho vakh na hoje, Nikki nikki galtiyan kar bendi si..
Par maafi sache dilo mangdi si..
Ma-Peya nal tere layi behas har pal kardi hundi si..
Tere Layi taa Jind waar sakdi si..

Oye yara kehdi gal picho ohnu chadd dujya de darr ja pahuchya ?

Oh kamli aj v honke bhar ohna e pyar kardi aa..
Aj v dardi aa, Tera naa sunde e Kambdii aa..
Tenu Rabb Dukh na de , eh Dua oh kardi aa..
Tu jithe v raye Khush raye abaad raye..
Par mainu mere Mahiya kade Bhulle na , Eh aas oh rakhdi aa ..

Aj v tere layi Ohi duawa nikaldiya bulla to
Ve Rabba kade mere Yaar nu Dukh na deyi, Bhave mainu sarein dukha da pahad de de..
Bas ohdi Muskaan salamat rakhi Bhave meri muskaan Ohnu de de..

Friday, December 31, 2010

Stupid cupid


i have made up my mind. i am walking away from you.


i was never with you any ways, so, how do i walk away from you ?

but, i have to. i don't have a choice. when i came closer to you each time, you never showed me a way, i understand , you were finding yourself one, we could have found one together, you who liked journeys didn't like me coming along.


you gave me reasons, for all the replies, there was just one meaning, that i still hate to believe, that you never 'liked' me.
i cried.
and realised that tears give strength.


i know, i will get you out of my mind one day, but right now, it feels impossible.
when did you come in ? and how ? i have no answers. i never had you anyway, still it is strange to believe that i have lost you.


this heart is so brittle. i cannot handle. it is just that, i love you, i do not know what would have happened if you would have loved me back.

may be i would have still cried and that would have been out of joy !

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Sometimes She thinks' Sometimes she don't

She looks up at the building,
says shes thinking of jumping.
she says shes tired of life,
she must be tired of something.
Because a heart can't lie,
even though a face may try..

She told a lie, so they could both go their own ways.
Looking at the sky and how the colors on her face,
Painted herself an image filled with fear, and lined with grace.
Maybe someday they'll come back to this place.

She wish She could just make him turn around, turn around and see her cry
There's so much she need to say to him, so many reasons why
He's the only one who really knew her at all
So take a look at her now, there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind her, just the memory of his face
But to wait for Him is all She can do and that's what She've gotta face
Take a look at her now, She'll just be standing here
And Her coming back to Her is against the odds
And that's a chance She've gotta face.

She ain't a poet She is just troubled in the head,
This isn't a song of love it's a song about wanting her dead.
She got good news and She got bad news,
Good news is She died, bad news is only on the inside.

She’s wishing that someone could notice the insecurities behind her smile, and the tears behind her eyes.

She should've been a track star with the way
She ran from everything and everyone.
She ran before she could get close.
She ran before she could get hurt.
She ran before she could be ran from.
She ran from him.
She ran from herself.

She's scared to love
Because she’s scared to get hurt
So she assumes every words a lie
She breathes in deeply, as he enters her
not daring to look in his eyes
She listen to him quitely
But never says a word
Her true feelings are never to be heard
Smile across her mouth
But never in her eyes
To drown in her own tears
Because to never trust anyone
Is what she had learned for years.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

She' Loves Herslf D m0st -






When she glows it actuali sh0ws -

SmartY dressed Up
Headf0nes stuck in -
Walkin d0wn the streets -
Nicly she treats - her celf0n rings -
she'x like a star*
Buh T0o far -
Curly hair - Twinkling eYes*
Can make ne1 dIe ♥
Simple she smYLes :)
N0w -
Dax' abs0lutely Fyn & She' shYn'x



She' Lauf'x - She SparKx ♥

She'x d 0ne -
L0velY nature ..
Aws0me signature -
She' Smile'x Her DaddY'♥ Smile'x
She' Actualii giggLes - PlaY
Al0ng wit Her Daddy'♥
She' Iritates her m0m
Her DaddY helpx her 0ut - :D
M0m Arguez - Buh DaddY Buyx Her Gifts

Dax' d waii She lives ♥

| -She L0veeeex Her PaappeeeeeeY D m0st- |

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

They♥






~ Der L0ve♥ ix lYk - CupcaKe with CherrY* on D t0p :D ~

♥ !! - She'x BeautifuL c0sh' He L0vex her - She SmiLe c0sh' He lYkes it - !! ♥
*&
0L She' want ix His Smiles - :D ♥
She♥ G0t a p0cket fulL 0f' Sunshines & SmiLes :D - Hehehe* [ wink ~ wink ] ♥

She'x LYk a StarR * -
- She'x Hiz' Evrythin ..
She'x Hiz AnGel♥ .. Up Ab0ve d w0rLD * -
- She'x d 0nlii 0ne Wh0 understanD Him' ..
She'x d 0ne .. Wanna make Him' betTah Man♥ * -
- She'x HigHer than d SkY * - D sun * - D m0on * -
She'x His* StarR ♥ :D

- She waz jex az 0ne 0f d ♥ Ch0c0late chip* flav0ured Ice-Cream f0e him - he had realY nj0ii'D 0L d ch0co-chip wit in a tYm

‎- theY get int0 fights . . theY argue al0t . . & then theY 0Lwax ♥ Kiss ♥ and make Up - :D
She Smiled' - She'x Smiling - Shel'lL b Smiling ♥ & she'L b his ShininG ShtarR * .!! :)

He Saiii'z - ♥

She'x mYne -
If Y0uuu break HerR* hearT :x
I'lL break Y0urR Face -

She'x just Left BlushinG ♥ fuhevah .!! ♥
Hehe*

She'♥ :) - She'♥ Shines* .!! :D
F0e her Jes Livin' isn't Enuff - She Needz Sunshine♥ f0e l0vely daii .. Freed0m t0 flY higher lYk a Buttalflii♥ .. A liddle fl0wer♥ t0 spread fragrance ar0un .. Lil' StarRz t0 Shine♥ right ab0ve in d skY ..& Rainb0w t0 SwinG♥ 0vah .!! Daz d waiii SHE' ♥ Wanna Live♥ :D Hamesha & f0e-evah .!

D Gift She wan' :p Umm .. D same Bracelet♥ whch shud hav .. SmiLY balL - f0e der Smilex♥ .. Fl0wer - t0 spread fragrance 0f der l0ve ar0un .. ButtalflY - t0 keep der spiritx higher* .. Eiffel t0wer - indicates f0evah L0ve* ♥ .. Star - t0 shine♥ in darkness t0o .. & Last - HearT' .. Diz 0ne heart - itx ' ♥ derx'
♥ ' T0getha .. Hamesha & F0evah .!!
S0me of d Charms - 0Ld & New ♥

She’ h8♥ Him . . & 0lwax wilL♥ .!!

.. She'♥ kn0wz .. She'z 0lwaz Been Blessed♥ .. C0z ,, She'z *Pretty Pwincess* - No0hH Hiz'♥ *Cute Pwincess* - Hehe* .!! (:

- 0L SHE wantz .. Iz " Cr0wn .. Diam0ndz & Pearlz .. Magic wand .. Feather winGz " .!! -
& She' will be His PerfecT FairrY ♥ :D
~ His Arms♥ are Her Castle* .. His HearT♥ iz Her SkY -
- TheY wipe awaii Her Tears dah She CrY -
D g0od & bad tYmes* DEy've been thru 'em 0l .. (:
Y0u make meh Rise* when I falL - ♥
c0z evrytYm Dey t0uch* SHe gt diz feelin' ♥
& evrytYm v kiss* ..She gt static -
She wan diz t0 lasT .. She need Him by Her sYde * ♥ - (:

- Beautiful & Graceful , varied & enchanting , small buh appr0acable , 'She' - buttalflii♥ lead Him t0 sunny side 0f life* -
& He deserves a liddLe *SunShine* ♥

It's The sHweet ♥ that He gve to her
That makes Him Believe Dey can maKe it Thru anything
'Cause wHen it aLL cOmes dOwn
n He’x feeling Lyk I'll nEver Last
He jus Lean On Her 'cause -
SHe’x Her beTTer HaLF
- ♥

Saturday, August 21, 2010

... & they lived happily ever after !





Gold of sunshine in her hair,
lips that shame the red red rose.
In ageless sleep, she finds repose.
Sleep, sleep, beauty bright,
Dreaming in the joys of night.

One look at her smile and could see the light shining everywhere.

There may be something there that wasn't there before.

There is one way to ask her
It don't take a word
Not a single word
Go on and kiss the Pwinchesh.

Some day her Prince will come
Dey'll meet-
And away to his castle Dey'll g0
To be happy forever She know.

The sun has set! Make ready to welcome your princhesh!

“She slept, and dreamed that life was Beauty .. She woke, and found that life was 0ne 0f d Duty t0o”

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

& Da'x H0w She iz -




She lives in Her Daddy'x Gifted FairYLand -

- Her Laughing eyes & bouncing curls
Sugar & Spice & everything nice -
She'x Daddy's liDdle girl<3
She'x Mommy Shining star*
Dah'x what liddle girl* iz made 0f.
Liddle girl need n0o excuses -
She dress up 0lwaz like a *Perfect fairY-
She fly like a buttalfly ><3<
Lives like Pwinchessh*
& shtays like Angel<3
To have & h0ld.
D l0ve* she gives ssh0 freely .. Iz a rare & beautiful gift.
She brings d sunshine<3 right ind0ors
& gives y0ur heart a lift .. <3
With every busy, happy year -
She’x dearer dan bef0re -
Through every stage ..through every age*
You love her m0re and m0re .!!

0h G0d SHE' talk too much .. <3
Eeeee :p

N0n .. 0dah dn Pwinchessh * -

“ If a w0man♥ iz sufficiently ambiti0us, determined & gifted (sweet nature & laugh) - Derz iz practically n0ffin* SHE* can't d0oh ” ♥ (:






A rustle in the wind reminds us 0f Her* .. She'x near -
She has a fire burnin' insyd Her* heart -
Drivin' 0thers t0 pain ..
She destroy ,, She hurt -
F0e n0ffin t0 Gain -
Pe0ple k0l Her* Fairiee ♥ - If don't Wanna believe in her* .. Y0ur l0ssh* -
Ain't w0rth kn0win' :p

‎- She'x LiKe a StahrR * -
Which He Needs by His side - ♥
C0sh she * Shines bright *
- she'x d 0nlii 0ne can save his life :p
- she'x his Stahrr* .. she c0mplete his Angel wing * -
T0 him her v0ice sounds like Angel sings * ♥ :)







She'z D PwincessH♥ & d pea ..
Wel ,, Lessh Pwincessh* & m0re shrew -
0r sh0o she'z feelin'
D pea symb0lizin' 0l Her* Shtressh :p
She hab been sleepin' on it ol night* -
She'll b Pwincessh*♥ lyk t0mor0o .. She Pl0omish* -
Hey ,, atleast It's a pea n0h Watermel0n
see bec0min' m0re Pwincessh* lyk 0lready, l0okin' on Bright syd :p ♥
Eeee :D -



“ SHE will never be the w0man with the perfect hair, wh0 can wear white and n0t spill 0n it. ” :p
En diz iz H0w SHE* LIVES ♥ -

Diz iz h0w i'll remain -

- I'll c0mfort♥ y0u .. When i'll see y0u in pain'
I'll give y0u h0pe♥ .. When st0rmy daii'z reign-
I'll lift y0ur spirits♥ .. When y0ur em0tions drains*
I'll 0lwaz hear♥ y0u out .. When y0u need t0 c0mplain-
I'll give my smile♥ awaii .. When y0u need y0ur hapiness remains*
& dis iz h0w i'll remain * - ♥





‎- Rabba* Dukh na devin Yaar mere nu ,, Shaanu chahe Dukhan da Pahaar de de ♥ .. Dukh hove na kade naseeb uss nu ,, Bhaave meri shaari khushiyan yaar nu de de ♥ ..
- Rahe mushkaan 0hde mukhh te shaadah - Naale BanKe 0hdi Akhan De Hanjh0o Te 0hde Saare Dukh Pee Jaava .!! * ♥ :)

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

F0e Her .. He'z PerfecT -



F0e her .. HE iz PERFECT - ♥ *

He t0ok her HanD & he KissHeD* it.. ♥
Then he sw0opeD* her up* onto his HorsHe.!! ♥ * -
& the Beautifui PwincessH* ♥ & the HandsHome Prince* ♥ r0de* 0ff t0 his casHtle.. ..where They* lived HappiLY* ever after.!! ♥ - *

D0oh Fairy taLes* come true, Dad? =x(
n0psh.. Buh Dleamx* c0me true :D ♥ -

Her Heart♥ G0es B0om-Bo0m* When she Hear^ his v0ice .. ♥ * -
When she HeaR ♥ his V0ice* she *BLusH - ..
She *BLush*=p & .. she SmiLe* :) .!! ♥ x333 * -
She SmiLe ♥ * - & She ..umm.. ShhhH** .! ♥ * =p
& *Everytime* ..She MissH* him^ ♥ - She Fall^ in Lubh* ♥ with Him^ M0re* & M0re* x333 *

Buh S0methin wr0ng happened with her ..

Shmile * waz olwaysh meant t0 give away - ♥* ..
She Jes d0oh it -

Buh u kn0w wa ..?

She Misses* - D way she use t0 " BLush " .. When being suddenly pampred & kissed ♥ ♥ * -

ShE wuz .. She iz .. She will be deAhRr T0 H0Ld up* ..
Buh she misses* his Back up * ♥ -

ShE shines' - she smiles*
She giggles - she cries* -
She sh0uts - she gets iritate !
She do0h make mistakes -
Buh ovah dah - 0l dis c0z 'f he ♥
C0z she ♥* him ..
Buh .. D0 y0u knw wa -
Shez d 0ne -wh0
He LEFT behind* - !!

She wuz n0t upshet^ .. She'z jusht em0tionaly challenged* -

& ..

As time g0es .. She’z s0methin’

She don't wanna be like 'em *
0l hair* & make-up* & short skirts*
& 0l dah, wel-Perfectness^ ♥ -
She don't wan 0l the b0iz* dr0olin' 0ver Her*
She don't wan any of dah.. =x(
She just wanna be Herslf*♥
She’z true* t0 herself^ & dah's 0l dah matters^
If guys like* her f0e wh0 She iz ♥ =p
well then dah'x great.. She kn0w She succeeded^ ♥ * -

Sunday, July 18, 2010

h0w much i l0ve y0u -


Time shines .. Time fades-
L0v dies .. L0v stays! ♥
Past-present-future .. Aint 2gthr -
Buh dey 0lwaz b0ther-
My l0v 4 u evrydai its wit new spark*
Nithr wil fade .. N0r it'l die ♥
Past-present-future .. Aint 2gthr-
Dey'l b0ther-
Buh i pr0mise to stay f0reva♥
Thru hard as wel go0j times-
Jus 2 c ur hapines n smile*
Can evn die in a while!-

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Why n0t me - The seat next t0 y0urs ??




What sh0uld I explain y0u..
H0w sh0uld I explain y0u..
What y0u mean t0 me ..
H0w much y0u mean t0 me ..

D0 i need t0 tell y0u ..I cant live with0ut y0u..

If s0..



Then..yeah! I realy cant live with0ut y0u..

Y0u are my heart beat - My Life ..My World !
My heart g0es b0om -b0om when I hear y0ur name..
My face gets BIG SMILE when I hear y0ur v0ice..

Buh ..d0 I need t0 explain y0u all this??

What should & h0w sh0uld I d0 that ..

S0metimes i feel..

Even knowing evrythin..Y0u just pass aay thr0ugh my breath ..

D0 i need t0 tell y0u that i just have tears & tears ..
When y0u are apart ..

Buh..It seems i'll get evrything what I want when I just see y0u back 0nce..in fr0nt 0f me ..

N0w its just ..All i left is to Hug all th0se mem0ries..

C0z i d0nt have the right ..May be i have buh..

C0z My Life w0nt even tell ..what actualy and where I lacked behind..

What exactly 0ne need in to be loved & beloved ??

My Life - y0u dint d0 it right..
heart - it was earlier in tw0 pices & still it is in tw0 pices ..

Earlier it was - half & half of b0th ..
Buh n0w its onli mine..

May be its my fault ..or My w0rld - My life ..
Are we gonna REGRET - ..MAy be yes we are actualy..

My Life ..My w0rld.. My heart beats..
They aint with me..
They are far & far & far ..Apart ..

What is so special ab0ut being away fr0m me ??

I always had t0 ..always did.. & always tell y0u..

H0w much y0u mean to me..

Why n0t me - The seat next t0 y0urs ??

I cant blame My life..My w0rld..f0r anything..

c0z s0metimes we need to f0ll0w r0ughest path ..wr0ng turn ..0r may its right..

Why sh0uld I stop My life - Have n0 right..

But A WARM HUG ..

Still My Life ..is with me..Being n0t with me..
& i smile..c0z i hear y0ur v0ice..
& My heart pumps.. c0z of y0ur name..

Buh d0 I need to tell y0u ..
H0w much y0u mean t0 me..
h0w much I love My Life ..My W0rld..

& I am still Waiting..
C0z y0u d0nt kn0w what y0u mean t0 me ..

What sh0uld & h0w sh0uld i explain y0u all this??

D0 i need to ??

Why n0t me - The seat next t0 y0urs..??

SORRY - I was never w0rth f0r My Life ..My w0rld..

<3

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

DREAMLAND!







Every girl feels like an Angel
Daddy’s princess..

Lives in her own dreamland
-running behind butterflies
_touching the softness of flowers_
-feelin’ the aroma of nature’s beauty-

Seeing the dreams
Makin’ plans to fulfill
-by actulay living d\those dreams..

Talks with her own
..walks with along herself..
Smilin’ at herself seeing in the mirror
-roaring inside when messed around with something..

The one with Beautiful Mind..
-Lovely thinking..
Amazingly caressed of her own feelin’s
Lovin herself the most..
That’s what..
- A bit about every..
- -“WOMEN”-

Even I’m from one of those women..
Smilin’ away, giglin’ away..
Talking with myself-walkin’ with my shadow..

Dreamin’ of something-
Desire to fulfill them..

Thinkin’ like an ANGEL
Livin’ like PRINCESS..

Dreamin’ of success
-and of some prince.

Met you as a stranger
Took you as a friend

Day or night
Or dawn to dusk..

Talking-singin-fightin-carin’
Everyday or the other
Always in thinking of being friends forever…

Closer and closer
-jealusy and possesivness..
Feelin’s like Trust,Respect& Loyal
Became a part of are friendship..

Buh it was something more than that..
Scared of losin’ each other
Never-ever getting the feelin’ of apartness..

More of LOVE and LOVE and LOVE..

Buh..
Scared of accepting that love
Feelin’ that love
Livin that love..

Coz, never know what DESTINY bought for us..

As supporting is part of love
My Prince made me convinced
-to give myself the other chance..

Now that’s what somethin’ like
Takin’ an entry ticket for dreamland

Buh..
Livin’ in that dreamland without My Prince-Charmin’ wasn’t enough!

Now there, where he gave me his hand..

Passion, love lust.. “LIFE”

Positive-negative
True-false
Right-wrong

Love isn’t complete without
Fights, possessiveness, anger & jealousy..

Seein’ My Life with him, livin’ that life with him..
Teasin’ , carin’ , prayin’..
Lovin’ fightin, hurtin’..but always with a reason behind it..

Coz everytime I talked with My Prince
I fall in love once again..

But there came the time.. when it was more of fights..

Like , stayin in dreamland
And someone shaken you up to come out of it..

If you running behind the butterflies
It was like don’t follow them,

If you touchin the flowers
It was like let them sleep,

If you feelin the aroma of nature’s beauty
It was like you disturbing the nature

Made me felt always
-I AM WRONG!

And me being an angel
Living like princess
How can I do such kind of work?

I myself got the feelin’
I’m wrong..
Im doing something bad..

Buh..
That was all coz I never wannit to lose my love..

Fighting for the reasons..
I always thought I HURT YOU
I’m NOT worth for YOU.

NO TRUST FOR YOU…

YOU made me realized I’M WRONG!

Since then,

Thought of keeping SILENCE around..

Let the butterflies fly away,,
Let the flowers sleep
And let the nature spread their aroma..

That’s how started living again..
Just to see My Prince Happy..

Always, thought of,
Keep him away from my stuborness
Nomore irritating him..

Buh..
I never knew My Prince..
Want to live in other dreamland..
Thinking of being in other dreamland..

He is happy in dreamland
But can’t stay in this dreamland..

“YOU CANT WAIT FOR ME..
TILL HOW MUCH TIME WILL YOU WAIT FOR ME?
-CAN’T EVERYTHING BE OKAY?
-BUT, I DIDN’T MEAN IT THAT WAY ..

I WANT YOU DREAMLAND(second one)

ACCEPT ME: I’LL LEAVE THE FIRST DREAMLAND
COZ’ NO FUTURE STAYIN’ THERE…

As like every other fairy tale story..
Let him go, let him choose what he wish..

Ifd he’s happy in that dreamland
I’m happy seeing him happy..

MAY BE THAT’S DESTINY..

But those words will echo’ in my heart forever
May be after letting you go..

Coz’

I LOVED YOU TRULY, MADLY, DEEPLY…

One question ..

What was so different about that dreamland?